

I fell asleep Saturday night with no intention of waking up and heading to the hospital but that's exactly what happened. At 2:30 AM my water broke and Tim and I rushed out of the house to the hospital. For some reason, I thought that once your water broke, you had a short period of time before you start pushing (probably from the movies!) so I was panicked about getting to the hospital. Little did I know that I would be in that hospital for 21 hours waiting to start pushing. Turns out, I never was able to push. Even though my contractions were regular and intense enough to deliver (thanks to being helped along by the Pitocin) I was only dilated 4 cm and after 8 hours, still had not dilated more. My doctor thought that Tanner was either sideways or too big for me to deliver naturally so she had to recommend a C section. I was devastated and scared by this but we trusted completely in God and knew he had this plan for us all along. So I was prepped and whisked away and within about 5 minutes of being in the operating room I heard the wonderful sound of a baby cry and relief immediately washed over me and I knew right then that every ounce of pain or anxiety from that day and any other day the past 9 months was worth it. Even though I could hear Tanner crying, I couldn't see him. Tim told me he had dark hair and was healthy, 10 fingers, 10 toes. When I finally laid eyes on him I was stunned by how perfect and beautiful he was - even covered in all that goo! I didn't want to take my eyes off him. It was absolutely love at first sight. He was born at 11:39 PM on Sunday, August 31st, weighing 8 pounds, 2 ounces and 20 inches long.
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